sick and tired. ahh feeling so weak~

i hate it. i really do.
stop being soo soo into my life.
it's mine. not urs! not even 0.01% of it is urs okie.
i know u care about me and WANT TO KNOW EVERYTHING I DO, I GO, WHO I'VE MET. but u should not make me feel in a way that "hais can i not see u again?can u not tok to me again?"
i tired so hard everytime to remain my "haha" whenever u tok to me.
but u kept spoiling it again and again! yes u did.
u pushed everything every blame to me. i shall accept it and lets stop it HERE.HERE AND HERE thats all. thats how far, everything goes.
hate it when u are just a fren to me and u kept asking every single details about "wat are u going to do,to met,have done,or ..aiks simply everything la!"

"i'm lazy." , "sorry", "OMG,sorry", "haha" , "LOL"
i've being using them sooo soo often. hahaa.
i'm seriously pushing everything away with my "i'm lazy"
but never to my dearest meisheng! haha
she is coming to meet me today~
simply love her.
i cant stand myself too for being so lazy. haha
U HAVE PUT ON WEIGHT. mind this. ((:
CMS - haven touch at all. too azy to even go in.
but if i dont i might fail my everything. haha! soo, tml lar okie? =X

accompany my sister to her appointment just now.
asked her to put on pink and purple for her braces! haha
and she did so.
poor her, now that she cant eat anything.
but it's all for beauty. HAHA
i would too ; if i were her.

didnt meet shengkai today. sorry
i tot u would be tired.
U ALWAYS DO OKIE.
so.. cant blame me for thinking for u =P
anyhow, we haven meet for so long.JUST RMB TO KEEP IN TOUCH if not i will kill u.

i'm like blogging to the airr. haha
but nvm.
cos of all ppl i've said so far in this post, only mei sheng will look at it. haha
i APPRICIATE U!
really ((:
u better miss me.HAHA.
yes, i'm giving u a warning. haha
u know wat?! i find it soooo happy when u smsed me just now about meeting me.
i told my mummy but haven tell her about the time we are meeting =X
should tell her.. later. haha

recently, i found out i cant stand a lot of things.
something wrong with pw?! haha.
till here.