ur calls, as nice as chocolatess =D

that was my msn message.
haha and some WIND said " lol dun need to describe till like that ba "

haha i MUST can?!
cos when i first received his call, i wasnt able to pick it up cos my phone was in my bag and i took a while to open my pouch (DAMN IT).
after tat, MISSED CALL.
i was sooooo sad la. like, omg wth wth wth. what if its his call. u know that kind of feeling.
so down after tat.
i even went to put general profile so its not in silence mode.
in this way when he called i can faster pick up.
but after waiting AND praying ( while taking my hp on hand ) for a a a a aa WHILE, i decided to put it in my bag as my bus have arrived.

after which when i got on the bus,
i faster retrive my phone from my bag again. =D
okie to much disappointment my pig didnt call THEN.
HOWEVERR.
when i reached town, HE CALLEEEDDD AGAINN.
WAHHHHHHHHHH HAHA.
IM SO HAPPY THAT I WANTED TO SHOUT AND LET EVERYONE KNOWS.
okie so lame but im sooo true.
lols. so damn happy.
i even got shocked when hearing his voice.
i couldnt think of anything to say.
a pity when he put down, all the things rush to my mind of what to talk about.
hows the shopping?
what have u got!
my shares?
=D
hows UR life w/o me for 4dayss.
haha hows everyttttthing.
missed me?
shifts...
etc.
damn rite?! nvm. he is coming home tml =D

i was damn damn happy la. i actually laugh and smile. and i wu yuan wu gu smile to ppls around me then. =.= haha than some gave me weird look, so i faster stoop smiling at them.
i've no bad intention la dude. LOL

alright enough of the happy moments.

now to the pissed offf part.

KNOW WHAT GUESS WAT.
I ACTUALLY PROMISED TO BE HAPPY FOR TODAY. THIS WHOLE DAY. AND DAMN IT, I COULDNT.
becos of his calls i am so happy so ive decided to stay happy larrrr okie.
but today was terrrible.
i actually cursed in my heart.
swear !
that i will QUIT soon =D yes this is the word.

hais.
" U HAVE ALREADY CAME FOR A WEEK, STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO DO ARHH. AIYO ... ETC."
WTF RITE. I CAME FOR A WEEK YES, A WEEK.

MORNING SHIFT 9 - 3PM. WHO THE FUCK WILL COME SO EARLY TO DO MANY MANY MANY PAYMENTS RITE.
AND BY LEARNING I NEED HAND-ONS. ALL THE WORK THERE NEEDS TO TRY OUT LOADS AND LOTS OF FREAKING TIME TO UNDEEERRRSTAND SO AS TO RMB TOO. DUDE.

its not that im not willing to learn.
first few days i came i can slack but i didnt.
i wanted to learn sooo much.
becos the girls there are really nice.
arrrgh. but when i started working afternoon shift i wanna puke. esp today. damn.
i'm pissed enough yet u come and piss me again.
dont ask me why i am pissed. i dontt even know why too.
just, pissed. dont like to work so late to soooo late. just dont.
u might as well give me full shift then to give me afternoon shift.
really.. cos i went there it took me one hour.
i wake one, another one hour to prepare, plus one more hour to buy/cook food and eat.
a total of 3 hours to complete all these. so if im working at 3 i'll be waking up at 12 to start doing my things. but i normally wake up at 11 tho. cos im SLOW. yes i am.
aiya just hate it la okie.
and furthermore if work afternoon shift, 6- 7 then can eat. i always gets hungry easily so 6-7 is sooooo super duppppppeerrrrr freakkkinggg "U NAME IT" LATE la. i always need to complain "im hungry" to myself and zzzz REN the pain that my stomach is giving!
for mearly a $30/(3-9pm shift) i need to suffer.
Transportation fee/day : $3
Eating/day : up to $10 (THE WHOLE DAY IM EATING OUT CAN)
Earned - Total spent per day : $17

yes i earn a pathetic $17/day.
the working hours are short la. sooo short.
i might as well stay at home. mummy will give me $!
and i dont have to listen to the shits there.
i dont have to be angry over here.
i can still go out for all i care. ( but a waste of $ thou)
i can shout and scream and say wat ever shit i like in my house...

i normally eat faster and start work after tat. dont take about 1 full hour. but yet company wont pay us for that 1 hr. wat a waste..

now then i realised its soo hard to work there.
u need to do this and that.
all the shit work we do.
SHITS really. trust me.
the phone callss,everything!
filing, giving each paper its number, calls again and again, many double work, this and that. MANY. MANY MANY MANY. damn.
everything just push to us. we arent rubbish collector.
can see kat is so poor thing to do all the shits for u all.
like wat she said, most of it is not $ generating! and u guys took up 1/2 of her life doing these shits.

hais. okieokie im really pissed la okie!
DONT U DARE SAY ME AGAIN.
LET ME DO IN MY OWN WAY.
I PROMISE I WILL DO BETTER THEN U.
IF I DONT, JUST ASK ME QUIT.
I DONT appreciate too.
too many at a time, u think a normal girl will rmb?
u THINK U WILL RMB?
UUUUU ! yes u.
if u cant jolly well shut up.
i am soo new.
i started off with morning shift, basically nth to do de.
all i can help is scan photos, data entry, PHONE CALLS AND PHONE CALLSS. again and again.
so u expect me to know in just that week? FAT hope. go home fly kites can.
okie, i was told of how to do this and that but really, by learning its hard. u can tell straight, ITS HARD =]

ARRGGH. I SOO WANNA COMPLAIN TO THE WHOLE WORLD.
so shitty in this post okie. can just alt f4 from my page. =D

goodnite world.
byebye
hopefully it'll get better. if not ive decided to quit.